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The million dollar question.  So much has passed since I’ve posted, but I really haven’t had the will or energy to post.  I had honestly been in such a deep dark place, between 11 days in the hospital and honestly … Continue reading →

http://www.thejarretwadeclassic.com/ I feel absolutely terrible that this is going out the morning that the event is supposed to be.  While you obviously may not be able to attend on such short notice- guess what?  It’s annual, so save your pennies … Continue reading →

  I don’t really like posting if I don’t feel like I’m going to be contributing much of anything to the greater narrative that is my service to God.  Needless to say, I would rather apologize for gaps in time, … Continue reading →

Well, apparently, now is the time and opportunity to share the anxieties. emotions, fears, prayers– well… wait. The regular day stuff we all experience, just with terminal cancer in the mix.  I realize more everyday that feelings are feelings across … Continue reading →

Whether you’re confronted by old, poor decisions.  Whether you notice a face that reminds you of a time where you weren’t so solid of a person- growth and God inevitably force you to take that head on and deal with … Continue reading →

I’ve had a lot to come to terms with in the last couple of weeks.  Some, few of of you can understand fully.  Others of you may question why- however, when God presents your fork in the road you’ll completely … Continue reading →

Probably one of the illest questions anyone I’ve considered a friend or family of all time…  I don’t know if I ever fully processed the implications behind a question like that.  It’s frankly something we don’t do enough, even under … Continue reading →

Without further adieu, the results are in…  Not so hot.  Not a whole lot had changed after chemo, which was a high grade chemo, so that was disconcerting to my oncologist.  The good news, I wasn’t prescribed death today.  The … Continue reading →

As a cancer patient, you build up a song-list that fits with every moment.  I’ll spare you the ones I’m listening to right now, but share one that’s meant a lot for me throughout the process.   I know, I … Continue reading →

Let me remind you about a few posts back, you know, about celebrating too early…  Sigh…  Well, after the last chemo I managed to go ahead and get sick somehow.  I mean seriously, it was by far the most frustrating … Continue reading →